urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:necrotragedynecrotragedynecrotragedynecrotragedy2038-01-19T03:14:07Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:necrotragedy:9789Half empty and Half full2038-01-19T03:14:07Z2038-01-19T03:14:07ZPeople say a lot of things... sometimes you believe them, other times you don't. Personally, i don't believe people who I barely know... I only believe my friends' comments.<br /><br />A wise professor once said, "when in doubt, follow your heart." And i will take that advice.<br /><br />I've been in a training right now... A number of tranche mates say that i speak well and don't have to worry that much since i would already pass, no doubt about it... that is what they say... should i believe them? NAH! I'll just do my best... no need to be over confident. Told you am half empty... kidding... And i really don't know what to write... I just feel like writing...<br /><br />ok, here goes...<br /><br />Its like the first day of school, when you step in an unfamiliar place swarmed by unfamiliar faces. Diversity at its best. You are scared but eager to make new friends, learn new things and show off your talent but there is still doubt in yourself if you really are in the right place... doing the right thing... saying the right words... "Am I?"<br />Should i ask myself? i guess... I am never certain but i am willing to try, to know and to make mistake to learn from it. This is my half full.<br /><br />Damn if i do, damn if i don't.<br /><br />I was assigned as English patrol on the first day of training... Why me? Ask my trainer. "English Only" zone. Yup, now you know what industry am having my training. Moving on... Most of my training mates have a call center experience and yet they still speak the vernacular in the EO. Should i tell them off? nope... i didn't do that... I already assumed they know how to read... Right? when its posted, oblige. Reporting to my trainer is not a problem, dropping names seems to be a hard thing especially when its your 'possible' social life that is in danger... Damn if i do damn if i don't. But i was assigned to do a task, right? better do it then... No hard feelings... Just doing my job here... Nothing personal...<br /><br />Arrogant S.O.B.<br />You know what its stands for? need i say more? This guy, who i just met sounded so condescending from how he addressed which Uni i was from... Guess what? he has a big ego yet a small... hhhmmm... small what?come to think of it, yeah, he is a big guy... Its not just me that find him repelling. lol.. repel. Aside from his big attitude and big mouth, people are already giving him names behind him... Someone even thought of strangling him with the chains from the blinds. LOL... ok, he has a big mouth, no respect for others and he is just easy to hate... you get my drift?<br /><br />Let us all pray that at the end of the day my cup is half full... hopefully rim level full...cheers and happy week end!