urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:necrotragedy necrotragedy necrotragedy 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:necrotragedy:10122 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z Call it stupid, but am trying to please everyone... Which i know i can't. The thing is, am trying to be friends with everyone. thing is, im hanging out with a sociopath. talking about rude. but yeah, i don't know what's wrong with her, but she just is like that. A friend introduced us to a friend of his and she just walked away. like away, while we were talking to the newly introduced girl. i even said, "talking about rude." and still, she did not move. she just stayed away even if she was getting wet under the rain. its like she really wanted to be away. SOCIOPATH. I don't think i want to be friends with her.<br /><br />Moving on, I'm getting more and more paranoid about my social life... like my new working life social life... get my drift? Thing is, remember i'm trying to please everyone, and when i feel like they don't like me, i feel down and blue. or maybe its just applicable to my crush... but i really think am not his type. which makes me blue. Now i feel ugly and unwanted. Any helpful advice? that would really help alot. like tell me i look good or he's not just that in to you unlike others... something like that. *Bizarre love triangle*<br /><br />I really miss my friends... like the real ones that i have. My highschool and college friends. i love them so much and i feel bad that i haven't seen them for months now.<br /><br />I love you guys!