| necrotragedy ( @ 2009-04-03 20:11:00 |
When your former nightmare haunted you again
When my sister eloped with this guy, i experienced hell. Non-stop fighting and i can even feel the tension in the very place you call home. It sucked even more when she was not really pregnant and just lied in being one. And after a couple of failed attempts, she also succeeded. And who would pay for all the medical bills for her labor but may family, since her low life husband has no job and practically has no life. That was almost six years ago. That was my nightmare. And i was only 12 years old when i have to experience all that shit in my families life all because of my self-centered sister.
Now, i've grown, but she hasn't. After years of her selfishness, i get to ignore her, even her existence. Call me hypocritical for trying to do so, but she's all to blame for what a shitty teenage life i had. Right now, she's being abused by her husband, and who does she call for help? Us. And she's only around when she needed something, money and stuff. And how many times did we advice her to bring her kids with her and leave her husband? We lost count on the thousand times we told her so. She never listened. I'm too tired to help her. I'm too sick to even be involved in her life. I hated how she bring hell to me and my family when she's suppose to be doing these things on her own. Face these consequences on her own... She never thought of us when she was happy... All that she could think about it herself. I hated her for that... I was happy then. And i'm suppose to celebrate since its my graduation, but she always, always takes the spotlight and bring trouble in the most perfect occasion... I'm tired of her...
I'm still waiting for an update on whether she gets the custody of her kids or not... She's really irresponsible, and i cant do anything because i dont know any better...
Bite me!~
When my sister eloped with this guy, i experienced hell. Non-stop fighting and i can even feel the tension in the very place you call home. It sucked even more when she was not really pregnant and just lied in being one. And after a couple of failed attempts, she also succeeded. And who would pay for all the medical bills for her labor but may family, since her low life husband has no job and practically has no life. That was almost six years ago. That was my nightmare. And i was only 12 years old when i have to experience all that shit in my families life all because of my self-centered sister.
Now, i've grown, but she hasn't. After years of her selfishness, i get to ignore her, even her existence. Call me hypocritical for trying to do so, but she's all to blame for what a shitty teenage life i had. Right now, she's being abused by her husband, and who does she call for help? Us. And she's only around when she needed something, money and stuff. And how many times did we advice her to bring her kids with her and leave her husband? We lost count on the thousand times we told her so. She never listened. I'm too tired to help her. I'm too sick to even be involved in her life. I hated how she bring hell to me and my family when she's suppose to be doing these things on her own. Face these consequences on her own... She never thought of us when she was happy... All that she could think about it herself. I hated her for that... I was happy then. And i'm suppose to celebrate since its my graduation, but she always, always takes the spotlight and bring trouble in the most perfect occasion... I'm tired of her...
I'm still waiting for an update on whether she gets the custody of her kids or not... She's really irresponsible, and i cant do anything because i dont know any better...
Bite me!~